Releasing old pain and anger with love and perfect trust

      Being through so much pain and anger within the past year has take a complete toll on me.  Tonight I had made the desicion to let go of all that with love and perfect trust. After I had done that,Oh my gosh! I havent felt this great in my whole life! I feel AMAZING! I feel as if weights have been lifted off of me. Letting go of this,has set me free.  Ive felt tied up within chains the past few years and now its like taking off freely into the next thing.
 If you are feeling this way,take a peice of paper and write down "Release any old pain and anger with love and perfect trust" and burn it in a safe dish or fire. BE SAFE!!!
 This is telling the universe I am DONE and ready to move on! I only have love and perecft trust.
                                   

the darkness always leads into the light

           Unfortunatly in life we have out downs. Even we can have a down day where we arnt feeling it. Sometimes alot of us have a down period of time in our lives. Ive been there too and it was a very very dark time in my life. I did not think I was going to make it through all of it. But I did! I am getting my education going,I have decided to become a Jr.High Science teacher. I have a healthy,happy,growing son. I have an amazing man who loves me for me.I look back at that time and all it did was help me grow up and grow strong.I am proud that I made it! It was a very dark and lonely time.
   You know what I learned? That its negatives that only lead to positives. We can only develope from the negatives like the quote below says. Its true its 100% true! its like pulling coins out of a bag pennies,and nickles being negatives and there a few dimes and quarters being the positives. No matter how many times you pull a coin out ot the bag you WILL eventually pull out a positive. Things take TIME and PLACE,there being the right time and place.
 The universe knows us better than we know ours selves and knows that we need a "wake up call" or "appreciation check" and then the time for what I call your "pass word out" when we get to a spesific point we have a chance to get out and thats the special "pass word" the universe is looking for wheather it bieng something said,something done,something gained,something lossed,somthing of another action.

Health is Back baby!

Health is back! After a year and a half ive been fighting to get my health back on track. I was very sickly,loosing hair by the chunks,weight was after I got sick 50 lbs and then recovering my weight was 87. I have finally made it back,my hair is in tact! I started out with a new hair cut back in september of '10 after that grew it out and then of march '11 I had gotten a new cut after that ive no more hair loss problems. In September of '10 I began taking prenatal vitamins. They are said to be taken before,during and after pregancy. With it being a multi-vitamin with everything women need I thought well why not try? I did and withn a year and half still taking them I have been healthier since. Ive also gone vegetarian back in march (again had to quit when I was seventeen due to poor health) now that I can cook and know about nutrition I have felt,happier,healthier and more energetic! Its great to be back to me old self again! Its taken a year and a half but its well worth it! 

Look at the new healthy me! YAY