Releasing old pain and anger with love and perfect trust

      Being through so much pain and anger within the past year has take a complete toll on me.  Tonight I had made the desicion to let go of all that with love and perfect trust. After I had done that,Oh my gosh! I havent felt this great in my whole life! I feel AMAZING! I feel as if weights have been lifted off of me. Letting go of this,has set me free.  Ive felt tied up within chains the past few years and now its like taking off freely into the next thing.
 If you are feeling this way,take a peice of paper and write down "Release any old pain and anger with love and perfect trust" and burn it in a safe dish or fire. BE SAFE!!!
 This is telling the universe I am DONE and ready to move on! I only have love and perecft trust.
                                   

the darkness always leads into the light

           Unfortunatly in life we have out downs. Even we can have a down day where we arnt feeling it. Sometimes alot of us have a down period of time in our lives. Ive been there too and it was a very very dark time in my life. I did not think I was going to make it through all of it. But I did! I am getting my education going,I have decided to become a Jr.High Science teacher. I have a healthy,happy,growing son. I have an amazing man who loves me for me.I look back at that time and all it did was help me grow up and grow strong.I am proud that I made it! It was a very dark and lonely time.
   You know what I learned? That its negatives that only lead to positives. We can only develope from the negatives like the quote below says. Its true its 100% true! its like pulling coins out of a bag pennies,and nickles being negatives and there a few dimes and quarters being the positives. No matter how many times you pull a coin out ot the bag you WILL eventually pull out a positive. Things take TIME and PLACE,there being the right time and place.
 The universe knows us better than we know ours selves and knows that we need a "wake up call" or "appreciation check" and then the time for what I call your "pass word out" when we get to a spesific point we have a chance to get out and thats the special "pass word" the universe is looking for wheather it bieng something said,something done,something gained,something lossed,somthing of another action.

Health is Back baby!

Health is back! After a year and a half ive been fighting to get my health back on track. I was very sickly,loosing hair by the chunks,weight was after I got sick 50 lbs and then recovering my weight was 87. I have finally made it back,my hair is in tact! I started out with a new hair cut back in september of '10 after that grew it out and then of march '11 I had gotten a new cut after that ive no more hair loss problems. In September of '10 I began taking prenatal vitamins. They are said to be taken before,during and after pregancy. With it being a multi-vitamin with everything women need I thought well why not try? I did and withn a year and half still taking them I have been healthier since. Ive also gone vegetarian back in march (again had to quit when I was seventeen due to poor health) now that I can cook and know about nutrition I have felt,happier,healthier and more energetic! Its great to be back to me old self again! Its taken a year and a half but its well worth it! 

Look at the new healthy me! YAY

Counting my blessings each day

  Every day I wake up and list every one of the things that I am greatful for and blessed with,every night before I fall asleep I list every one of the things I am greatful for and blessed with. I thank the universe,the gods,my friends,my family,my beautiful son,my pets,all that makes my life a blessing

Quote of the day

You don't have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body. -C.S Lewis

LOVE

 

No this is not some lovey romantic post,lol today's topic is about to just show some love. How? you may ask,very simple answer! Open up your heart and arms. Show care to the earth and the furry,scaly,and feathered neighbors.
     Another is love yourself,respect your self,respect others around you. Don't push people away who are not of your way of life. So they may be married to the same sex,so they maybe of another race,so they maybe of another religion. So what! It is what makes things fun,theres a variety of people and backgrounds out there to learn from.  Show some care to a stray,theres three strays I have adopted that I feed and play with. they know they are loved here. I don't ever push away an animal or person. I love meeting others and learning from others. Just show some LOVE! Simple as its said!

Loving you for you!

Hey Peeps! There is one topic that people tend to struggle with and at once I did too,its self-confidenc;Loving YOU for YOU. 
  Yes we are all not perfect,and we may not like somthing about our selves. I will admit I have a chemical embalance and you know what im not ashamed of it,its genetic! I have dark hair pale skin I got made fun of in Jr.High for that and guess what I dont care I like it because its what makes me unique looking! So I have a small chest,I love the things that make ME,ME! I LOVE being short! I love being thin! I love that my hair is naturally wavy! I love that im just me. I love that I have unique intersts I love that I have a child-like essence to me,I am creative I love that about me! I love that I am smart! I love that I have a heart for animals! I love that I am magical and playful! I LOVE ME!
 Take a minute and think what do you love about you and you will walk with confidence and feel so free! I LOVE ME! YAY

mind,body,and spirit

 I have noticed that there are three words used together Mind,Body and Spirit. Hmm I asked my self about that why are these three words always together.
In my interpretation of those three words are:

Mind:Explore and learn,open up books and unleash knowledge.Feed your brain with ancient and forgotten wisdom. Fill your mind with knowledge that is little known or ignored,study religions,ways of thinking.

Body:Treat your body right. Eating a healthier diet, exercise,avoiding drugs,cigarettes and alcohol are ways of treating your body right.
  Try eating food with less sodium,sugar,oil,grease,artificial flavorings,and eat foods that are natural. Alot of organic foods are expensive but there are ways of eating right without spending alot. If you wash your fruits and veggies they will be fine. Try eating more vegetarian. Why? you may be asking; Vegetarianism can be alot healthier. A study showed that Americans have a larger meat take in on their diets. We are actually only supposed to eat meat at least once a day,or about twice a week.

 Exercising is simple,even just a walk around the block every evening is good enough.Also other good exercises like rebounding are great for the digestive system,and people with ADHD it helps them focus.Yoga is great as well as any other kind of exercises for stress with the everyday.Also makes you feel alot better.

Spirit:Free your spirit,be you don't allow people to control your way of dress,thinking,ways of life. BE YOU. Just as simple as that!
Be spiritual the spiritual side no matter what you believe in will keep you strong and guide you to your answers. Never lose your spirituality.

Transformations of life

 In life there are transformations. Transformations in nature,us,our lives,relationships,and our ways of thinking.
I myself,have gone through many transformations,physicaly,my ways of thinking and my own life as well. Its just apart of the cycle and rythm of life.
  Transformations are a way of growing in spirit,we have points in life where we are ignorant and come to a point that we are aware. As we come to that point we change our thoughts and out looks on many things through out time. Also transformation can happen in relationships and marriges a couple is happy but later the other will see the other in a way the never have. People change and sometimes they change into a person they dont agree with or like. It also happends in death someone loses a loved one no matter who it is it takes them down to the darkest places they cacoon themselves from the world and when they are ready to come out the are transformed spiritually or emotionally.Same thing with divorce some people are left with nothing and cocoon themselves from the world til they are ready to come out and take charge. Even near death experinces like a car accendent,cancer,ect. can transform some ones way of thinking towards life,issues and people.
 At one point I was just a young curious girl who explored lifes mysteries and the unknown now im a mother who is learning the ways of life and its lessons.
  I used to have ways of thinking as well very negative but now Ive been having a different out look on lots of things.